my neck was really bothering me yesterday. it was odd, it'd just be random flares of really sharp pain and it'd only happen while i was standing up. it doesn't seem to be bothering me anymore but i'm still curious as to what that was all about.
yesterday was just not a good day at all. the shitty thing is, i can't even pinpoint what was bad about it. i just feel emotional all the time. it's like it gets in the way of me enjoying shit.
this birth control really is a trade-off. DX emotional rollercoaster or throbbing cramps... i can't decide what's worse.
i'm going to talk to my mom about it this afternoon. i'm honestly tempted to just stop taking the damn things now, i'm tired of just sulking for no damn reason without really understanding WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.